well, that isn't a good title, but i have so much going on and my brain feels like it is going to explode. and my children are reflecting my mood, so i need to change it ASAP.
This post is titled wow becuase i am in absolute AWE of the crazy and just uncomprehensable things going on in my life right now.
First off is the shooting at a highscool by a retard who was a transient. had NO ties to the school or anyone there. VIOLATED the girls sexually. just makes me sick.
my kids. they are going nuts and reflecting my moods. this. must. stop. now. (on my part btw)
drug dealers. i mean, why are there people out there? no i am not naieve, well, somewhat, but i am NOT an idiot and was NOT born yesterday.
fundraisers/starting up a new volunteer group - well my sis and i decided to start a fundraising arm for a local chapter of a cancer foundation. i am very excited, however this takes up some time. but it is very important to me as i am a survivor and NEED to give back to the community in this way.
i have about maybe 10-15 blogs that i read and keep up with. while i don't blog as much as the others or as well as others, i do read them to keep up. but out of these 10-15, about 2-3 have started posting posts under a password. now, what is blog ettiquete? do i ask for the password? B/c in my mind, if they wanted me to read it, they would have given me the password right? Which brings me to another point - these 2-3 bloggers I see IRL. And our relationships have dwindled.....coincidence? I cannot stop from thinking that they are bitching about me. So, i have too much going on in my life to allow me to get close to anyone like this. I shouldn't have to feel like I am in highschool. I shouldn't have to always walk on eggshells around people and I definitely shouldn't feel like I have to proove myself as a friend.
i guess the title "wow" comes in as i don't understand treating someone like this. i just don't.
Edited: I don't understand most of the above, not just the blog stuff - as that's how it came across once I re-read. I don't understand the senseless shootings, the rapes, the massive amounts of drugs, I just don't get it. I found myself having to censor the tv as lil miss has been asking questions about schools on tv. that's all i need is for a toddler to be afraid of school.