how sad am i?

our little guy has to go in for an upper GI. I am totally bummed. He is throwing up and starting to refuse a bottle. So, the ped had us put rice cereal in his bottle to see if that will help along with giving us a prescription for prevacid and zantac. I HOPE this stuff will work, but they want an upper GI to confirm it is acid reflux and nothing else.

ugh, i feel so bad for him. He has been nothing but sick his whole 3 months.

and i am in unnatural pain in my back. i am going to call stupid insurance company now to see if i can skip the dr's office and go straight to the physical therapist.