I lied.
I am just going to post here. I have nothing to hide, and the truth? well, if people don't like the truth, then they shouldn't read on.
I have had a lot going on the past few weeks. Namely my youngest crawling around screaming and crying 24x7. I don't know how to handle this. My other one is out of sorts b/c hubby is working from 7/8 am until 10pm at night. And she is getting on everyone's nerves.
So here I sit, lil one crawling closer, freaking out, and the other one banging anything she can to annoy everyone. We are going to get out of the house, but the only good getting out of the house does is let the lil one sleep in the car, which does NOT help me.
Why can't she leave him alone? I feel like such a failure of a mom. I feel like both my kids don't like me, I can't keep up with our house - I just want to throw everything away and move. My head hurts so bad today I can't even see. And no, mrs. jack and glory it wasn't from last night LOL!!! :)
And I am bummed. I took photos of the kids this morning in their costumes, and they turned out like crap. Pure. Utter. Crap. I have to adjust every single one in photoshop, and I HATE doing that. Why not do them over? Well, b/c they were completely uncooperative to begin with, so doing them over would only stress me out more.
And lastly, my mom's board. I have been so down about it lately and haven't been sharing anything personal on there b/c I just can't anymore. I am sad at the private messages being sent from member to member and I got blamed over IM for telling another member things that I didn't even tell her. I talked to that person and turns out that I, apparently, was the ONLY one who didn't say something to her. Which 1) made me feel better well knowing that I didn't say anything and 2) pissed me off b/c I KNEW it wasn't me, yet that person seriously thought it was.
I am over it. I like people. I do seriously like people. BUT... and this is a HUGE BUT....I have enough drama and shit in my life. I just cannot keep up with high maintenance people. I am in my own funk at home, and no one to talk to about it - thus why I just decided to start blogging again. This seems to be such a great release for me. So there you have it in a nutshell. I am looking to install something on a server where I can post pics. I don't feel safe posting pics of my kiddos here for you nice few peeps that see this :) but I will figure something out. Hubby said he is going to set up a server in one of his colo's, and install anything I want. WOOOHOO!! So then we can password protect everything and that will make me happy.
Anyhoo - that's all for now folks.
I have had a lot going on the past few weeks. Namely my youngest crawling around screaming and crying 24x7. I don't know how to handle this. My other one is out of sorts b/c hubby is working from 7/8 am until 10pm at night. And she is getting on everyone's nerves.
So here I sit, lil one crawling closer, freaking out, and the other one banging anything she can to annoy everyone. We are going to get out of the house, but the only good getting out of the house does is let the lil one sleep in the car, which does NOT help me.
Why can't she leave him alone? I feel like such a failure of a mom. I feel like both my kids don't like me, I can't keep up with our house - I just want to throw everything away and move. My head hurts so bad today I can't even see. And no, mrs. jack and glory it wasn't from last night LOL!!! :)
And I am bummed. I took photos of the kids this morning in their costumes, and they turned out like crap. Pure. Utter. Crap. I have to adjust every single one in photoshop, and I HATE doing that. Why not do them over? Well, b/c they were completely uncooperative to begin with, so doing them over would only stress me out more.
And lastly, my mom's board. I have been so down about it lately and haven't been sharing anything personal on there b/c I just can't anymore. I am sad at the private messages being sent from member to member and I got blamed over IM for telling another member things that I didn't even tell her. I talked to that person and turns out that I, apparently, was the ONLY one who didn't say something to her. Which 1) made me feel better well knowing that I didn't say anything and 2) pissed me off b/c I KNEW it wasn't me, yet that person seriously thought it was.
I am over it. I like people. I do seriously like people. BUT... and this is a HUGE BUT....I have enough drama and shit in my life. I just cannot keep up with high maintenance people. I am in my own funk at home, and no one to talk to about it - thus why I just decided to start blogging again. This seems to be such a great release for me. So there you have it in a nutshell. I am looking to install something on a server where I can post pics. I don't feel safe posting pics of my kiddos here for you nice few peeps that see this :) but I will figure something out. Hubby said he is going to set up a server in one of his colo's, and install anything I want. WOOOHOO!! So then we can password protect everything and that will make me happy.
Anyhoo - that's all for now folks.
posted by curly @ 2:20 PM
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