not comfortable talking about certain things.

Well, as most who read this know, I had cancer. I had a huge amount of radiation to my chest and ANY germ or slight cold turns into a major medical catastrophe. Sometimes I get down and really sad about this. I mean, I have kids. Every time they get sick, I am down for the count - and then I have to cancel plans with other people and I feel horrible. But a minor cold for my kiddos mean strep or bronchitis for me.

I get made fun of when I constantly clean the house with bleach and lysol or avoid someone who is sick. But I don't care anymore. I have to take care of me.

*sigh* off to the doctors again today. Today is one of those sad reflection days for me.