Thoughts at 4 am.

I am thinking the following:

my friend is debbie downer. lol. not really, but she is in the know about drugs and disorders. so when i told her my rare thing, she said, oh, it isn't proven that vitamins help maintain your levels - gee thanks, that's really what i wanted to hear tonight, but on the other level, i am glad i heard it. it reminds me how this research/findings is still in its infant stages.

i'm thinking i am very thankful for my family. although they stress me out sometimes, i couldn't have thanked my mom more today for taking dd off my hands for 3 hours. i ran errands, went and visited my grandparents and got a pedicure - which was the most important part of my day.

i am very worried about the health of our unborn child. thank goodness the peri wants to see me 2 weeks early (in 2 weeks) for a level 2 ultrasound, or i might have gone nuts waiting an entire month. she is going to check for nerve damage/growth and for spina bifida - apparently a known side effect when the mother has MTHFR mutation.

that's all for now. other than i miss my dh, but that will be over soon as well.