I am going incognito.

I am bummed. Seriously bummed. DH is leaving for awhile for work and my home based business is driving me to drink (oh wait, I am pg, so there won't be any of that) but it is seriously making me question how I do business and with whom I do business with. Things are going to change with the business, drastically. They have to because it isn't worth me worrying about for 1 whole week not to mention putting a friendship on the line and it definitely shouldn't make me second guess myself. The good thing is that I am comfortable with my decisions, how I have acted (both professionally and as a friend) and well, there isn't much else I can do. Other than sit here and worry and pray that this job will be over soon.


It is just sad. I haven't been this stressed in a long time and it shouldn't be this way. I think I am going to check out of my extended world for a bit until I can gain a better perspective on how I think things should be run and come up with concrete, non-negotiable pricing and lead times.

Sigh, it is going to be a long 2 months.