the return of morning sickess and a rant of sorts...

Ok. I think that both hubby and i have decided pregnancy isn't for me. last night i literally lost it - had a total break down (some of my chat board moms will appreciate this) OVER THE DISHES and LAUNDRY.

I am freaking out- we aren't ready for another one in this small space, the small space isn't anywhere near being ready to put back on the market, and hubby is starting his new job (along with working full time for his old one) for the next two weeks. I won't see him at all.

Now, to compound things a bit, my morning sickness is returning. Not that I ever had it really bad, but I :puke fri night (in the middle of the night!!) and then woke up with the same feelings last night and this morning. And now all the sudden, having him work 70-80 hours this week isn't looking so good to me. I think that my mom is going to get solicited for help this week. I know that she won't mind, but I already sent her an email giving her the 'heads up' that her services are needed :giggle.

And I am not looking forward to my OB visit tomorrow. We are scheduling our csection tomorrow and i am sorta wierded out by this. And I have a list of questions for the OB, and if she can't answer them, or answers them like a drone, then I may just lose it.

Chant with me everyone....:lol
(five more weeks, five more weeks...)