It's late, and I am up.

Crap. Insomnia late in pregnancy sucks. :)

I have the best husband EVER. I have never seen such a strong person from such a laid back personality. He has been my rock many times this past year -heck since I have met him - and I only hope that I return the favor. I love him to death. When I am not feeling well, he just takes over. He is absolutely amazing and I love him with all my heart.

My lil one, seeing the world through her eyes, is cracking me up. She wouldn't let me get up the other day b/c I hurt from my surgery. She would run to my aid and ask me if she could help me. I told her that I had to go potty and she said ok, hand mommy - and tried to help me up lol. So then she followed me to the bathroom and stood in front of me. Clapped when I peed, and said, "yeah mommie. big girl." and held her hand out for me to give her five. If you EVER want to know what you look like to your child, just observe them for 10 min :) throwing a party in the potty must be a big deal to her right now. I have never laughed so hard.

I just can't beleive that such a large amount of compassion and love comes in such a small package. You can't teach a toddler to be that compassionate - it must be in her blood because she was like this when I was going through chemo, only in a bit of a different way. It is hard to explain, she would roll over and open her eyes when we were napping together to make sure I was ok. When we got in a car accident, she woke up, hugged me and comforted me while I cried. She is an amazing person and wonderful child.

I am truly lucky and blessed.