hi. it's me.

so i started my cholesterol meds last night. i feel horrible for doing it. i feel like a failure b/c I couldn't get the stupid number down on it's own. So I am here to reveal my cholesterol numbers:

6 mos ago, 250 - not so bad, and thought I could help it.
last week - 275 *insert bawling emoticon here*

so, on the meds i go. not happy, nor am i doing it willingly other than the fact that I WANT to be around for my family.

so tonight, i sit here by the compy with a glass of wine and trying to fix some photos to get printed. what a life :)