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I can't post anymore on my mesg board(s) b/c they are tired of hearing my issue with my hubby and this baby. But I can't tell you how upset I am right now. We talked last night and he doesnt' want me telling anyone that he is concerned about his job. I don't know exactly why and he won't tell me other than he is worried about one person who is interested in everything he is doing. He got home at 7:30p last night and left at 6a and then left at 5a today and just told me that he doesn't know when he will be home tonight. He got home, ate dinner, and went to bed. Gave everyone a kiss but me. Then my parents called to see if we all wanted to go out to dinner (ILs are in town) and he said, well, dunno when i will get home, and i said well, whatever we will go celebrate before this baby is born and if you are there fine, if not fine.

I just don't know what to do. I am on the verge of tears constantly and can't cry b/c ILs are here.

I don't understand it. I don't have the energy for this right now.