Pubic Hair Head

I can't take the curly hair anymore. You know, just my luck that the stupid hair grows back after chemo looking like an afro. Tight-ass curl.I am sooo embarASSed to go out in public. My hubby calls me pubic hair head and he is sooo right. I can't do a thing with it, it isn't long enough to take a curling iron - to straighten it - it frizzes out when I try to blow dry or use that stupid curling iron blow dryer - and yes, I am happy to be alive, but couldn't my hair have come back beautiful?!? You know, when I lost my hair, I quit looking at myself in the mirror - I HATED how I looked - and it was funny b/c since I didn't look in the mirror, I still felt "hot" and like I had hair. lol - power of thinking eh? But now that I have to stare at myself and use every product known to mankind, this just flat out stinks.

ok, rant over.